I just realized that I haven’t posted in 3 weeks! Where did the month of June go? I have a bit of an update on the Hank situation, but it is kind of whiny and long, so sorry in advance! lol
I have been working with Hank a bit over the course of the month. He is great to handle on the ground and we have no problems there. It’s the under saddle stuff that is hard for me. First of all, my saddle doesn’t fit him at all. We are ok walking, but the minute I ask him to trot, he pins his ears and tosses his head. I tried a couple of times to push through it, just in case it was attitude, but he wouldn’t trot out. I am talkng that as a strong hint that he isn’t comfortable…. A friend has said that I can borrow her dressage saddle to work him for the next few weeks, so I might try that, although I have a heck of a time riding in an English saddle. There is just something about the way they are cut or something that I have a hard time with.
I’m having some serious doubts about whether or not I am ready for a green horse. Even a green horse with a good temperament seems to be a lot to worry about. I’m very torn about what to do. The barn owner was encouraging me to push myself out of my comfort zone and to work at it, because he is a good horse. I value her advice, but at the same time, I am wary, since she is motivated by money to a certain point. I am paying her to half-lease this horse, so it is good for her on two sides – one for the money and two because her horse is being worked regularly.
I am also not so great at ring work. Hank needs lots of sessions in the riding ring, to work on his steering, brakes and body control. He is out of shape, but that will come back quickly, since he spent 2-3 years on the track. Ideally, I would need some lessons on him, but I can't really afford to board one, lease one AND take lessons on top of all that.
Another problem with Hank for me is that he is tall. I haven’t sticked him, but he is probably 16hh. And I’m only 5’0”. He is very narrow, so I have no problem getting my leg on, but if I plan to do a lot of trail riding and eventually endurance rides with him, I need to be able to get on from the ground. As is stands now, my stirrup is at chest/shoulder height when I’m on the ground. There is no way I can get my stubby little leg/foot up to chest height to get on…
The friend that I have been riding with has been great at encouraging me and offering very good advice. She has noticed that I have been nervous a couple of times while riding Hank and noted that it might be hard to push out of my comfort zone if I’m nervous and my confidence is low. I totally agree with her on that point. I tend to be a bit of a nervous person by nature – it’s something I’m working on and my nerves have decreased and my confidence has increased by leaps and bounds since I started riding Rusty out on the trails. I know that I can trust him not to do something totally stupid. Yes, I know horses are only safe up to a point, but I know what Rusty’s limits are and what spooks him.
That being said, I’m ready for a horse with more “go” than Rusty can give, but not as green and inexperienced as Hank. Rusty is great to hack out and have fun with, but he can’t really keep up at faster paces. His walk is slow and we’ve got him to step out better, but it still isn’t enough. I’m also having hoof troubles with him – he needs shoes to walk on gravel, but is really, really bad to put shoes on. I’ve done it twice this year and the hassle isn’t worth it. It takes the farrier over an hour to put to front shoes on. Horse, farrier and owner all end up extremely stressed.
It’s kind of bittersweet for me to know that I’ve outgrown Rusty – he is such a good horse. I really wish I had my own property so I could retire him and take good care of him like he deserves. As it stands now, I’m not sure what I’m going to do with him. I can’t afford full board on two horses at my current barn. I have found a barn with really reasonable retirement board fees that is about an hour away, so I could still easily go visit and ride him once in a while. I may also try and re-home him. If I am patient, I may be able to find a really good home for him. I had no idea that the decision to retire or part with a horse would be so hard.
So, all of the above being considered, I’m kind of in a weird place. My head, heart and gut are all mixed up and confused. My gut is flip-flopping on the Hank issue, my heart likes him, but doesn’t love him and my head is swirling with logic and ideas and budgets. In the mean time, I can still try and ride Hank and still take Rusty out, but I think I’m going to start horse shopping. My budget is low, but maybe I will find something that just might be what I need.
Anyone have any thoughts or sage words of advice???





































